Sunday, May 18, 2008

Colour The Small One.

Jamie was once happy. A girl with a very sensitive heart. She's so confused.She knows she deserves more. She loves art,she is one of those crazy fans that would go to all those art galleries. She loves colours, shes a rainbow. She lights up every dark day with her cheerful smile that will light up the day. But now she is gone. No one can find her, her family,friends,police.For 7 years no one had found her. Maybe she's kidnapped,raped,dead?

One morning,her best friend Marie went over to Jamie's place for Jamie's 7th year memorial service.Everyone had that dull look on their faces. Its a sad thing because no one had manage to find her after so long. Marie went to Jamie's room to be alone for awhile.They were friends for a very long time. She went through Jamie's personal diary to see if she had writen anything about her dissaperence. There was this page with a picture of her sitting at the side of the beach. It was written at the back that she will wants to have a different life from every other individuals. She wrote that she wants to be forever near a beach to do all her paintings,but no one would want to understand her. There was a paper attached to the picture saying;Help, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today.And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame . Be my friend.. Hold me, wrap me up .. Unfold me I am small and needy .. Warm me up .. And breathe me. Ouch I have lost myself again.. Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found, Yeah I think that I might break Lost myself again and I feel unsafe......

At that moment,Marie could'nt take it and she started to breakdown in to tears because she knew that Jamie went away because she wanted to be a carefree girl and an artist. Her passion of art did not stop her decision from going away from her family and friends. Marie knew that Jamie was still alive and out there somewhere.

A week after that,Marie received a letter from an anonymous . A big brown envelope. She opened it with an anxious feeling. It was a drawing of her and Jamie when they were young but it was not fully done yet. Marie was stunned for a while,and was thinking why would someone send an unfinished painting. Then there was a note saying
' Dear Marie,I have miss you with all my heart. You're the bestest friend that I ever had in my entire life. This is a painting that I painted especially for you.Well as you can see, it is not finished. I purposely did not colour our favourite teddy bear that we shared because I want you to finish it so that this is an art that we both painted. I wish I can come home soon.But do me a favour, please Colour The Small One for me..'
Love,
Jamie.

Marie was crying but she was crying because she is happy that Jamie is out there somewhere..Deep down Marie's heart she knows that Jamie will come back one day.But for now Marie prayes that Jamie will be fine on her own.. :)

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